父亲……1976 纪实

             父亲……1976 纪实

                                                         

                                                                         向洪甲

                                       

                                         父亲是一个屠夫

                                         父亲是一个有蛮劲的屠夫

                                         双腿跨猪一夹

                                         揪住猪耳朵

                                         白刀子进

                                         红刀子出

                                         一道美丽的彩虹

                                         血色着早晨的瞳孔

 

                                         父亲白天杀猪累了

                                         父亲黑夜就爬在娘身上

                                         杀得娘又哭又笑

                                         杀得娘天不亮就起床

                                         喂鸡打狗，烧火做饭

                                         给父亲端来一碗鸡蛋猪血汤

 

                                         那是一个有阳光的好天气

                                         父亲不杀猪，父亲宣布停工

                                         父亲走了五十里山路

                                         去一个遥远的矿山赶场

                                         父亲回来对娘说：毛主席死了

                                         在电视里就像杀了的猪

                                         躺在地坪里的屠桌上

                                         正是这一句玩笑话

                                         被大队民兵队长

                                         撞了一个满怀

                                         父亲像猪一样被五花大绑

                                         父亲被扔在一辆开来的马车上

 

                                         那一天，我第一次逃学

                                         躲在池塘的荷叶里

                                         狠狠地打了一天的水枪

 

                                                           2009年9月23日